Saturday, November 29, 2003
I'm back again....oops,i reli very long nv write liao...no choice la...busy wif my work and dance practice recently...canot blame me hor...Blog....SOLI SOLI~erm...tell u sth Blog,i decided to gif him up!!I'm going to walk past his life and leave him alone!!hehe,y i will feel tis way ar...erm,maybe becoz he'll soon be my another kor ba...(coz my mum wants him to be his gan er zi)LAME hor~at 1st i tot of keeping my words...i mean to keep back my words la...ask him to treat it tt i nv tell him abt tis ting at all la...BUT,he seems sooooooo hapi to be my so call KOR!!!after seeing his reaction upon being my KOR...i decided to gif him up...!perhaps i will be happier or even more relaxed...i dun haf to tink abt how he feels towards me and so on...(i even tot of liking joseph back...)haha...cos i realised tt having to day dreaming abt joseph is a much more happier ting to do rather den worried abt his feelings towards me since we get to go out every nw and den...joseph?no worries cos we dun even get to go out or to play sms...(rather childish and bo liao la)HAHA!but i tink abt it again...i tink i shld heck care abt all tis tings,get a LOVE queue no. and wait 4 my turn la....familiar Blog?tis is a sentence tt i take out frm sun yan zi's song[Yu Jian]...One more ting Blog...i'm nw angered by my kor leh....he la!stoopid!tt time at clarke quay the changing room...i noe he ownself very du lan abt he canot dance coz of his hand but he oso canot anyhow vent his anger on me wan wad!!!DU LAN MAN....coz tt time he duno y he go and punch his hand on the floor...VERY HARD WAN HOR~he told me he training his fist...BUT I DUN TINK SO!!!he my kor leh...tink i duno ar...he frustrated abt my soulmate seems to be very interested in Raihan and kip on sticking to him...he oso du lan abt we(actually i'm nt la) dun welcome him to dance at all...he my KOR leh!!somemore i can read ppl mind wan...see i soooo clever....duno how he's doing nw...duno whether he will find his happiness coz recently i noticed tt he quite close wif my soulmate....inside his heart sure is very SONG wan ar...somemore my soulmate dun seem to be very interested in Raihan so much liao...HAHAHA!!let's see...
& there she goes,
chasing her fairytales ;
Saturday, November 29, 2003
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
Pai seh pai seh.........sooooooo long nv write tis so call "diary"....%&$#@ stupid....tis is the 2nd time i'm writing the same ting....cos juz nw i duno press wich icon then the whole ting no more....anywae,dun feel like writing 2dae's tings again....Erm,on 14th of nov,i saw him at orchard mrt!!!very 'QIAO' hor?i saw him den at tt time when i saw him i nv like directly go and call him lo...i act as a person who ask ppl to donate money and confront him!!HEI HEI...at tt time i very hungry leh...den he gt food 4 me~ppl study SHATEC wan wad...we reali gt "yuan fen" hor?we are fated to meet wan....but its juz tt we lack of "ji hui"(chance) to be 2gether..."Zhi Yao Xiang Xing,Qi Dai Jiu Neng Cheng Zhen"...hehe,tis is a phrase tt i quote frm a VCD tt i'm watching nw call "Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren"...XU SHAO YANG and HUO JIAN HUA very yandao!!!I'm goin to be mad abt them....LOL..."Blog",wanna tell u a secret u dun tell other ppl k?ShH~my kor kor treat me very gd...(soooo gd tt i almost fall 4 him)LOL?reali abit scare...wad if i fall 4 him how?STUPID MINDSET!!my kor onli gt one person in his heart,his mind,his soul...and tt's my soulmate!!HEHAHEHA...i shouldn't tink so much....oh ya...one more secret to share wif u "Blog"....Eh,recently i gt a liking 4 middle age men leh...HOW?i mean nt too old until they can be my lao pei wan la...i mean those who is 20 odd to 30 odd wan lo....OMG!!i've started to lose interest in teenage guys...wad happen to me?maybe dune to my working environment(cos those type of businessmen walk in and out of the place i work)....or perhaps its becos i've watch too much VCD?(cos XU SHAO YANG in tt show is the GM of a company)sort of businessmen la....i've told eileen,elva they all liao....then they sae if i tell ppl,ppl will tink tt i like them becoz of their money...BUT I'M NOT!!!!those who reali noe me,shld noe tt i'm nt someone who see people 4 their money....RITE?
& there she goes,
chasing her fairytales ;
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Feeling so-so 2dae~
actuali i can be very hapi 2dae...but due to yeasterday's incident i feel very very vex and sad and confuse andangry and jealous and simply going MAD!!wad happen yesterday?oops,actuali i was suppose to write wad happen 2dae wan hor...nvm....
i went out wif weida,ah long and audrey(weida's classmates via very very close fren)...he ask me to stay at his hse again...[reason:ah long wanna chase audrey den if only i can stay den she can stay]lame hor...duno if its true...BUT!!!the whole nite doesn't reali seem tt ah long wanna chase her...instead,i was left out the whole nite!!weida was soooo close to her!!i was JEALOUS i admit but i decided nt to show it out cos i'm afraid tt weida will tink tt i'm still nt matured enuff to tink!Soo tong ku man!!who can understand my situation?juz gt one feeling tt audrey likes him perhaps becos he simply treat her too gd!!(any gal would haf fallen 4 him cos of hIS caring nature)hiaz,i reali feel heartache when i see them playing happily and lying on each other's stomach and so on...it's like he's making me real confuse!!cos he can treat me gd one moment and cold the other moment!!i reali duno wad he's tinking...i remember i gave him a keychain which consist of my name(erm,nt give la...is directly putting it onto his keys)i tell him tt if he dun like den he can give it back to me...but he did nt do so...he can hlp me wipe my hair when my hair was wet,like a manual hairdryer...(kinda sweet)but wad i cant tolerate is when audrey lie down beside him and he sit down beside her and they actuali HOLD HANDS!!!when i saw tis,i finali cant control my tears,nt tt i;m being emotional...anybody who see tis oso canot control her feelings wan lo!i wept quietly giving a lame excuse tt the song they singing(QING TIAN)very sad...so i cried...the whole day is juz so sour to me~i was kept beside ah long all the while and he was wif audrey all along...i juz hate it when he kip saying tt i'm young...sae he's old..."xiao mei mei" was wad he used to describe me!!i juz HATE IT!!!reali hope to ask him NI HAI AI WO MA...?
& there she goes,
chasing her fairytales ;
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
